Friday, November 30, 2007

101 Things you didn't know about me: Part II

Well, I'm expanding on my "101 things you didn't know about me" post, even though a lot of people know these things because well, it's taken me forever to write this and I need content.

Here we go:

  1. I once managed to talk myself out of a handicapped parking ticket while in a well-off intoxicated state.

  2. I am NOT handicapped, no matter what my friends think.

  3. I want everything I can't have. The sad thing is, I don't want much, but even the simple things are elusive.

  4. I make myself sound more knowledgeable than I am.

  5. I love to go driving, and gas prices really cut into that.

  6. As much as I tend to think practically, I lose my mind to my imagination constantly.

  7. I know exactly what I want.

  8. I lied, and have no idea what I want.

  9. I'd rather have a short meaningful relationship, than a long meaningless one, no matter what the cost.

  10. And I will always reserve the right to be hung up on it.

  11. I live in Detroit. I like my neighbors, I hate my taxes.

  12. I've began to drink coffee again. Religiously.

  13. Scratch that. No more coffee.

  14. I attempt to send postcards to PostSecret.

  15. ... only one made it to the mailbox.

  16. The rest were shredded.

  17. I don't drink as much as I used to.

  18. I know more than you think.

  19. While I enjoy a good drink, some nights I hate the cloudiness which develops.

  20. I like Michigan microbrews.

  21. I hate that I can't let certain things go.

  22. I hate that I let a lot of things go I shouldn't have.

  23. People deserve better than what I've given them in the past.

  24. Loyalty is extremely important to me. Don't break my trust.

  25. I collect gnomes. I have one in virtually every room of my house -- including the bathroom.

  26. Maybe I'm back on that coffee thing...

  27. I don't believe I will ever find another muse.

  28. It is possible that I may have begun to bury the sharpest of hatchets.

  29. Lipton Diet Green Tea with Citrus is completely awesome.

  30. I miss the ocean.

  31. I got myself a gym membership.

  32. I'm seeing life with a bit more clarity.

  33. Or not.

  34. I realize I've made mistakes in my life that disappoint other people.

  35. I recognize that I've learned from all of these experiences, and I know what I want out of life, even if it's too far from my grasp right now.

  36. I see the faults of other people's relationships, but I don't want to break the microcosm that they've built around themselves.

  37. ... even though it's easy to see it'd be better for them.

  38. ... I'm a dick like that.

  39. I still suffer from writer's block, but I may have the next script idea.

  40. ... but I'm not telling you. That'd be stupid.

  41. Now I'm occasionally drinking coffee. I keep changing my habits, dammit.

  42. I'm slowly becoming an iZealot. I don't have any iProducts other than an iPod. WTF?

  43. I second guess everything you say. It's just me.

  44. Happiness - true happiness - eludes me.

  45. I still humor the idea that you regret your actions as much as I do mine.

  46. My mind isn't clear.

  47. I'm still an honest drunk, even if I'm lying the entire time.

  48. I spend too much time looking for perfection.

  49. I sometimes wonder if my life would have been better if I had just joined the Marine Corps.

  50. I then wonder if I'd be wondering about this life instead.

  51. I hate that I'm jealous of people even when they are at their lowest.

  52. I still indulge the nerd side of me because sometimes I think that's the only side left.

  53. I sometimes think I've made too many mistakes in my life, and this is God's way of punishing me.

  54. "It's cold in October" and "E no longer equals MC squared" are some of the most honest lines I've ever written.

  55. My friends have the most beautiful children. It's amazing to watch them grow into the amazing people they become.

  56. I only sleep on one side of the bed.

  57. The other side is reserved.

  58. ... for who, I have no idea.

  59. I think I've lost most of my creativity -- I think it washed away with childhood.

  60. I'd really like to have a kid, but I need to find the wife first.

  61. I've still got a gift for someone and it's been over eight years.

  62. I still have delusions of grandeur.

  63. I still wish I could make a career as a filmmaker.

  64. I may very well be living my worst fears and not realizing it.

  65. I feel overwhelmed with my life.

  66. No connection.

  67. I miss shooting video at night in October evenings.

  68. Sometimes, I press the "reset" button on the NES, but it doesn't change anything, as life isn't a video game.

  69. I don't feel like I have any more stories to tell.

  70. I miss sitting in a diner with friends having good times with nothing but a few cups of coffee and our lives ahead of us.

  71. I don't like that I've ruined most of what I care about.

  72. I still have my old Masters of the Universe figures... somewhere... I think in the parent's garage attic. (They're still mine though!)

  73. I over-think simple aspects of life.

  74. I rarely feel rested after sleeping. Instead I feel just conscious.

  75. Sometimes, I don't think I've changed in fifteen years.

  76. Other times, I don't recognize who I was ten years ago.

  77. While I've been reading to better myself, I don't actually read all that often.

  78. I miss playing Intellivision, but haven't hooked the system up in ages, so I don't really have the right to bitch about it.

  79. I worry too much.

  80. I've been called a romantic and a hopeless romantic.

  81. I think I'm just hopeless.

  82. I'm hooked on Sugar-free Red Bull.

  83. I like the taste and boost of "Cocaine" better.

  84. Some things are just not worth fighting for. I know that now.

  85. ... and yet, some are.

  86. Liquid courage sometimes equals liquid amnesia.

  87. ...or even a faux sodium pentothal.

  88. Drunk texting isn't a hobby. It's a way of life.

  89. I recognize the barriers people put up.

  90. I wish people were more honest with their thoughts than they have been, even if it hurts.

  91. I go over conversations I want to have. Nightly. They never happen.

  92. I wish certain people in my life knew how much I respected them, but there never seems to be a grand enough way to let them know.

  93. I hate the way I end up blogging about my emo states, but otherwise have nothing else to say.

  94. I think dairy is slowly trying to kill me.

  95. I sometimes hate people based on the fact that they exist.

  96. ... and it doesn't bother me in the slightest.

  97. "We were merely freshmen." That was the lyric which reminds me of spring break 1997 -- An interesting time in my life.

  98. 1997 may have been the best year of my life. There was a lot more on the horizon back then.

  99. All of this emo crap aside, I'm actually feeling more positive on the whole.

  100. I don't plan on writing out another list like this. It took over a year to get halfway through this one. Hell, even this one seems incredibly rushed.

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Thursday, November 22, 2007

Happy Thanksgiving

Hey.

If you are reading this and have linked to me, thank you. I'm thankful for you.

It's been quite the year, and it's still rolling. Maybe we can really make this year of years.

Happy Thanksgiving, fuckers.

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

A few things...

A few things on my mind:

  • I'm mentally and physically exhausted on the whole.

  • I've got way too much crap swirling inside this brain.

  • I'm praying almost hourly lately.

  • I need a breather.

  • I probably won't make it to bowling tomorrow.

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

Semper Fidelis - Always Faithful

On this two hundred and thirty-second birthday of the United States Marine Corps, I'm still thinking of their motto. Meaning "aways faithful", "Semper Fi" is something that seems to have been ingrained in me, as I've stayed faithful to so many when times and situations should have warranted otherwise. It's a personality trait I got from my father -- a man I greatly respect. He's no longer in the Corps, but he's very proud of his enlisted time. As well he should be.

Happy birthday, Marines. Thank you for everything.

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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Congrats!

Another young one has joined my vast network of "extended family". I'd like to join Rob and Jaime in welcoming their new little one, Cameron Lee, into this world. With parents like hers, I know she will live a happy life.

Congrats to the proud parents.

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Monday, November 05, 2007

Joe = medical cure

It's interesting to learn that you are the cure for someone's medical condition.

A friend of mine went to the doctor for headaches and the cure was said to essentially be massaging of the back and neck to relieve some pressure. I was then called and told I need to visit more to cure her headaches. I might have to do that.

It's nice to feel you have a purpose in life. Fo sho.

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Saturday, November 03, 2007

Yawn

I'm yawning like crazy.

Is anyone else experiencing a large amount of exhaustion lately, or is it just me?

Could this be a sign of depression, or just a nice big helping of sloth?

I should probably just go to bed, but that'd be responsible....

 

Asshole

Have you ever woken up and rolled out of bed to find you feel like an asshole?

I'm not talking the version where you're a jerk. No.

I mean the rectum. The orifice.

That's how I'm feeling right now. But at least I smell better. I just took a shower.

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Friday, November 02, 2007

Can't Even Tell

I may never get what I want
But I'm happy just to die trying
And I hope I ain't done nobody wrong
But I miss you smiling
And I'm looking for a cure cause I'm bored to tears
And I'm stuck in here, stuck out here, stuck in here

We lived through another day
It's a good excuse to celebrate
Take a number knock on wood
We'll find a reason to feel good

I know you know I wanna know how I feel
I can't even tell
I can't even tell
I can't even tell
I can't even tell

No one knows something about me
I'm guessing I'll just keep 'em guessing
No one sees what I see
This is my blessing
And I'm looking for a way to get out of here
Get me out of here, out of here, out of here

We lived through another day
It's a good excuse to celebrate
Take a number knock on wood
Find a reason to feel good
I know you know you wanna know how I feel
I can't even tell
I can't even tell
I can't even tell
I can't even tell

I'm out of here, out of here, out of here
I know you know I want to know how I feel
I can't tell
I know you know I'll tell you if it's real
It sounded like a bell
I can't even tell
I can't even tell

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